Wild Lion*esses Pride by Jay
Wild Lion*esses Pride by Jay
How Dignity Transforms Shame Into Self-Acceptance
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How Dignity Transforms Shame Into Self-Acceptance

Explore the transformative insights that helped me realize that dignity isn’t just a concept — it’s an intrinsic part of our identity waiting to be uncovered. Revised Part 1
An illustration defining "dignity" as the state of being worthy of honor and respect, featuring a wooden mannequin against a blurred background of bookshelves.
Exploring the essence of dignity, this definition reflects the inherent worth and respect owed to every individual, emphasizing its fundamental role in our lives. Graphic by Jay Siegmann

I hadn’t gone looking for Würde, Prof. Dr. Gerald Hüther’s book (eBook in German) on dignity; it found me.

During one of those long, empty stretches at the train station — just enough time to wander aimlessly into the bookshop — there it was, as if waiting for me. “Take me, read me,” it seemed to whisper.

Over the years, I’d learned to trust these subtle intuitions, so I purchased the book, confident it would speak to me.

When I opened Würde, I felt a sense of curiosity. Having read the back cover, I found myself intrigued by the promise of insights on dignity. Growing up in Germany, I had always understood its significance. Our constitution begins with the powerful assertion:

Die Würde des Menschen ist unantastbar — “Human dignity is inviolable.” — Article 1 Grundgesetz (German Constitution)

This statement serves as a cornerstone of German values, emphasizing that dignity is fundamental and inalienable — a right inherent to every individual, regardless of their circumstances.

Dignity embodies the inherent worth and respect owed to each person, grounded in the essence of their humanity. The concept has deep historical roots, evolving from classical Roman ideas of virtus, which emphasized honor and moral integrity.

During the Enlightenment, thinkers like John Locke and Jean-Jacques Rousseau recognized dignity as a universal trait inherent in every individual, not limited to specific groups or classes. Philosophers like Immanuel Kantfurther developed this understanding, asserting that dignity is an intrinsic value unique to humans, arising from their capacity for reason and moral autonomy. Kant insisted that individuals should never be treated merely as means to an end but rather as ends in themselves, deserving of respect (Kant’s Groundwork of the Metaphysics of Morals).

This philosophical foundation laid the groundwork for contemporary human rights discourse, culminating in the post-World War II era when dignity became a cornerstone of ethical and social frameworks. The UN Charterenshrines this principle, affirming that the inherent dignity of all members of the human family is essential for freedom, justice, and peace in the world.

In contrast, while American constitutional frameworks do not explicitly enshrine dignity as a constitutional principle, the concept still permeates various legal interpretations.

The U.S. Constitution emphasizes rights like life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness, leaving dignity to judicial interpretation. It appears in contexts such as the prohibition of “cruel and unusual punishment,” where courts invoke dignity to argue against inhumane treatment (American Bar Association). This approach reveals that while dignity may not be explicitly defined, it remains a vital undercurrent in discussions of human rights and ethical considerations in American law.

Many people associate dignity with feelings of strength and radiance, something inherently uplifting. According to the Duden dictionary — a comprehensive and authoritative source on the German language — dignity is defined as:

“an inherent value that commands respect and a consciousness of one’s worth.”

This definition highlights that dignity encompasses not only legal or philosophical dimensions but also emotional and intuitive experiences.

Furthermore, the Duden describes dignity as:

“the awareness of one’s own worth and the corresponding attitude it creates.”

In this context, dignity becomes a vital human right enshrined in our fundamental laws, underscoring its immense power in our lives.

Emotionally and intuitively, many people sense what dignity truly means. Individuals who naturally radiate dignity often evoke a quiet, respectful presence in others, making them feel safe and secure.

A person who embodies dignity appears both grounded and approachable, exuding kindness and openness. Recognizing one’s own dignity fosters an awareness of the worth of others. To understand one’s own dignity is to appreciate the value of life itself.

Gerald Hüther (Gerald Hüther’s website) approached dignity not as an institutional or philosophical concept, but as a deeply personal, internal force—an awareness of our worth that shapes how we navigate life and relate to ourselves and others. He argued that dignity is eroded when we are objectified, reduced to roles, tasks, or expectations. True dignity, he posited, emerges when we live as subjects, fully human, and in reciprocal relationships rather than transactional exchanges.

This description felt both foreign and achingly familiar.

I realized I’d spent much of my life sensing a lack, as if missing a piece others seemed to possess. I had allowed myself to be objectified—first by external forces, then by my own survival mechanisms. Over time, I internalized the belief that my value lay in how well I performed, how much I produced, or how easily I fit into roles that were never truly mine.

In Hüther’s framing, dignity is about reclaiming subjectivity. It is about standing in one’s truth, no longer a tool for others’ use but a being, whole and worthy, simply by existing. This shift is not a rejection of relationships but a transformation of them. When I began to recognize the ways I had been objectified—and how I, too, had objectified myself—I found an opening, a pathway toward connection that honors my humanity and others’ equally.

This understanding reshaped how I view the world. Dignity is not just something to cultivate within—it is something to extend outward, a practice of seeing and valuing others as subjects, not objects.

And maybe, in the end, that is what it means to live with dignity: to be, and to allow others to be, fully human.

His description felt both foreign and achingly familiar. I realized I’d spent much of my life sensing a lack, as if missing a piece others seemed to possess.

The dawning of having lived disconnected from my own dignity rose inside me. Was that even possible?

I had always viewed dignity as something bestowed or recognized by others, perhaps granted conditionally. Hüther challenged this notion, describing dignity as a birthright — intrinsic and inalienable, something that could be obscured but never lost.

This idea of “obscured” dignity resonated deeply, explaining my constant search for worth and validation, the need to be useful, to achieve, to please.

I wondered if the absence I felt wasn’t a lack of dignity but rather my own failure to recognize it.

As I read on, memories surfaced, each adding to my understanding. I recalled moments when I’d been treated as less, quietly accepting dismissals or belittling comments as if they were natural.

I had never considered how these small moments might have dulled my sense of inner dignity, burying it under years of conditioning to be agreeable, work harder, and accept less.

I had thought dignity was something I lacked, not something I’d simply lost touch with.

Hüther’s insights unsettled something in me, compelling me to explore further. A few days later, I watched one of his lectures on YouTube, hoping to dig deeper. He spoke about how people suppress their creativity and drive just to belong, just to be accepted.

I recognized the truth in his description: a person who buries their natural curiosity and will to shape their world eventually encounters a slow-building anger — anger that forms when self-expression is continually pushed aside. This anger, Hüther explained, grows out of frustration over self-suppression, of being held back by fear, habit, or survival tactics.

Later that night, I returned to my journal, grappling with two questions:

What would I create if fear didn’t hold me back?

And Why healing? What comes after healing?

Hüther’s words uncovered a quiet frustration within me — a buried will to shape my own life.

The anger I had felt for years now gained context. I wondered if it stemmed not from frustration over unrealized potential but rather from fear of my own capacity. Maybe I had spent so much time trying to fit into predetermined roles that I had forgotten what it was to explore who I could truly be.

As I scribbled in my journal, I noted a half-sentence:

I am developing a stance full of dignity and…

Yet each attempt to continue it fell flat. When my therapist asked me about what lay beyond healing, the words felt hollow. Although she had helped me identify self-acceptance and compassion, this deeper awareness of dignity remained abstract.

The idea of “potential” took hold as I began to realize that my creativity and innate capacity might have been buried under a survival instinct so ingrained that it overshadowed every other part of me.

Years of self-reliance had crafted me into a generalist — a self-taught problem-solver in countless areas — not out of genuine curiosity or purpose but out of necessity. All that knowledge, though useful, had kept me occupied without ever truly feeling meaningful or aligned with something deeper.

For weeks, Hüther’s words lingered, settling slowly. A new feeling began to emerge — not sudden or dramatic, but like a pilot light I’d forgotten was there.

It suggested that my worth had never really been missing, only buried beneath layers of self-doubt and survival habits. This inner dignity, as Hüther described it, had the potential to act as a personal compass — a quiet sense that, if acknowledged, might guide me toward choices marked by self-respect and integrity.

The recognition brought a strange relief: dignity wasn’t something to be earned or granted by others.

Dignity was intrinsic, waiting for me to let it rise to the surface.


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I continue to unravel these layers and reconnect with my inherent dignity, this exploration will unfold further in the second part of this essay.


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